 Wednesday, April 6, 2011
 I have this morbid feeling within me. at 12:57 AMI'm leaving for Hongkong in TWO(2) days! But I dun feel excited AT ALL. Ever since ah ma left us, ever since ye ye left us, I feel so attached to my family. SO ATTACHED. I dun feel like going out often. I miss my parents, I miss everyone at home. I feel homesick even though I'm within Singapore. ITS really bad. Have never told anyone about this because I feel silly about feeling this way. Losing someone so important to me in my life caused such a huge impact on me. I have never shown this side of me to anyone. Its like ppl may think that I'm so over my grandma's death that I'm fine, but the actual fact is, I feel so hurt deep inside :'( Even typing this post can make me feel so depressed that I could cry my balls out. :'( what is happening to me? I dont know. I miss ah ma so much. Looking at her pictures makes me even more sad. Labels: sad xoxo, eexuanthemaos |
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